I really need to vent and I'd really like some feedback?

I'm really sick of girls ignoring me. I'm sick of how at parties when I try to talk to them, they either laugh and walk away, or make an excuse and never come back. I hate how today, I thought some girl was staring at me and I looked back and she just shook her head, meaning she thought I was a loser and that I was interested in her and I wasn't I was just looking back at her. I hate how if I talk to a girl once and try to talk to her again there's a slight tone in her voice that suggests she finds me creepy. I hate that I'm 20 and there's nothing to do in Boston if you're not 21 and the frat parties at my school are lame and the girls are really snobby and mean. I hate that I rarely get to go out because I have no real social circle and I'm just sitting alone at home on Saturday Night, bored. I hate how girls just won't take me seriously and that whenever I'm in the room with a hot girl I feel nervous and awkward and no one else does. **** **** ****! I know I'm self-pitying but I just need to get this **** out sometimes. I'm lonely and bored beyond comprehension and I'm trying to keep my sanity. Would appreciate some sympathy.